seriously. i just want to get back to running. i want to run my problems away. i want to feel healthy. i want to have that excited feeling i get when the mile marker says 4 or above. i want to listen to the upbeat songs on my ipod and forget about the world for 30 minutes or more. this cold is bringing me down in ways i never thought possible. i just want to leave all of the drama behind in the dust that my feet will kick up as soon as i feel well again.